Just to clear things up, my feelings for him are no longer there. Can’t a person just care. That’s all nothing more. I’m happy with the man I have in my life and I love him and my daughter more than anything.
Taurus: Hell hound
He’s been in every single one of my dreams and I don’t know why. I don’t know why he’s always there. I haven’t seen him in a year or more..who knows. We don’t talk we never see each other we don’t have anything to do with each other anymore. I don’t understand how this guy can be in all of my dreams every night. It haunts me. His face haunts me. My dreams aren’t bad… I find myself always smiling. Maybe because the relationship we had was always happy. We hardly ever argued. I’ll admit I loved him with all my heart but let him go over something stupid. But that’s the past. And whats in the past should stay in the past. I really don’t know right now I’m so confused. Sure, I think of how he’s doing and if he’s happy every now and then but that’s just me wondering. I just don’t get it. Like why. Why are you there? I hate that I can’t figure this out.
My birthday is a week from today… July 21st and I’ll be turning 21.
That fast huh….